Go out to eat at family italian resturant. Eat lots of mushroom tarragon soup. Drink Coke and Grenadine. Order the tiramisu, even if you're full and share it with your lunch partner. Go spend money on something you really want and don't worry about it, for once. Buy bag of Jelly Belly Autumn Mix and bite half off the candy apple one and suck on the other half. Feel the tartness of fall between your teeth, feel the way your mouth waters.

Smile. Sing. Kick off your shoes.

Find your joy.