ambitious doesn't describe it.
It's amazing how tiring nothing can be. Take for instance today- I've done nothing. Woke up. Made coffee. Goofed on computer (took a lot of time, sad to say) cooked lunch, watched soap operas, took hot bath, now back on computer, watching TBS's comedy block of Drew Carey/Home Improvement/Seinfeld/Friends/Seinfeld.
See. Nothing.
And I'm wiped.