How many times can one hit replay on Me & Bobby McGee anyway?

I am really tired. Not just physically, but mentally too, so everything feels fuzzy. I hate that. I just feel weary.

Maybe it's something in the water.

I'm tired of thinking. Tired of wanting. Tired of never having.

I need to find inner resolve or inner peace of something inner, I don't know what the fuck I need.

Maybe I need to get really drunk and cry into my pillow? Yeah, that can't be healthy. Besides, one beer is usually enough for me. And I hate peeing all night.

Gah. Why did I update?