So now I have this irritation..I don't know what else to call it, it's not a zit or spot..it hurts too much to be that and it's scabby too because I accidently poked it when I was washing my face, it feels like a burn or a cut. It's really frustrating because it's right there on my cheek! plain as day and it's driving me crazy. I looked at it today and I wanted to cry because it's so ugly looking and I feel ugly looking so I sat there, in the bath, crying because my face was all red and irritated and I'm tired of feeling hideous.

(big gasp of breath)

I don't feel much better after having admitted all of that...but eh.

I feel as though I should walk around wit a bag over my head because if I don't, people will scream at me as though I am the Elephant Woman or something.

"I am not an animal."

Bleh.

I am so ugly.