I feel dark and ugly and tired and do with that what you will.
I think it's best that I go find a big dark cave to hang out a bit in, to keep from hurting myself and others. Either that or I'll take up smoking again or doing other self-indulgent, abusive things and I know I don't want to do that.
I've got three beers in the fridge and an almost full bottle of red, red wine. Viva la numbing.. let it begin.
"And I can smell the bleach that they use in the hall,
But it can't clean the dirt off of me
it's seeping under the door
in across the floor
it's starting to hurt
everytime i breathe
everytime i try to leave
everytime i breathe"
Catch you on the flipside of darkness.