Is it just the summer heat that makes me lifeless? Is it just the blazing sun that melts my brain cells and leaves me brainless at the end of the day?

I don't come alive until around 10pm. And then it's 1am before I know it and I think, wow I should get to bed.

But then I just lie there because I'm wide awake and for once, the house has cooled to around 90 or so and I can actually function and I think yeah, I'll get up and write or something and I do get up, but then I just stare at this stupid screen.

It's a rut with rut. Going around in circle.

Bleh.